(Picture: 1st baby photo after I recovered from heart surgery at 22 hours - 1973)In the past 6 months, since I was listed for a new heart, my wife and I have read other related blogs. It's sobering to see so many ‘cardiac kids’ or children with congenital heart disease. Some of these sweet souls have had transplants. Others are waiting. There have been miracles, struggles, and loss of life.
It’s inspiring to interact with a few of these families. I’m sure several share my medical team at Primary Children’s Medical Center in Salt Lake City, Utah. It’s a wonderful staff of experts who are passionate in their work to save lives. But, more importantly to me, the cardiology and transplant staff has a peaceful, caring spirit about them.
Although I am fully aware of the many adults in my same shoes I would hope they'd agree with me when I admit that living 35 years is a great blessing and an honor. I hope to have many more years. I have a daughter who needs a father. But, my heart is crying out for these ‘cardiac kids’ that they might have a chance to enjoy this beautiful world. Just as badly as I want to live for my daughter I want these sons or daughters to live for their parents.
Several months ago, while I was staying in the hospital with my health declining, I remember being discouraged with life and my situation. And although I struggled mentally, I said a quiet prayer. Moments later I recalled something I heard from a man I greatly admire. He said, “Despair drains from us all that is vibrant and joyful and leaves behind the empty remnants of what life was meant to be. Despair kills ambition, advances sickness, pollutes the soul, and deadens the heart. Despair can seem like a staircase that leads only and forever downward. Hope, on the other hand, is like the beam of sunlight rising up and above the horizon of our present circumstances. It pierces the darkness with a brilliant dawn… Hope has the power to fill our lives with happiness. Its absence—when this desire of our heart is delayed—can make ‘the heart sick.’” (President Dieter F. Uchtdorf, Member of the LDS Church First Presidency) Upon remembering this message I regained my optimism and felt peace again.This Valentine’s weekend as we think of hearts I invite you to join with me in remembering these ‘cardiac kids’ and their families. Say a prayer for them. I’ve added links to many of their blogs over on the right side.
