Say a Prayer this Valentine's for the Cardiac Kids

(Picture: 1st baby photo after I recovered from heart surgery at 22 hours - 1973)

In the past 6 months, since I was listed for a new heart, my wife and I have read other related blogs. It's sobering to see so many ‘cardiac kids’ or children with congenital heart disease. Some of these sweet souls have had transplants. Others are waiting. There have been miracles, struggles, and loss of life.

It’s inspiring to interact with a few of these families. I’m sure several share my medical team at Primary Children’s Medical Center in Salt Lake City, Utah. It’s a wonderful staff of experts who are passionate in their work to save lives. But, more importantly to me, the cardiology and transplant staff has a peaceful, caring spirit about them.

Although I am fully aware of the many adults in my same shoes I would hope they'd agree with me when I admit that living 35 years is a great blessing and an honor. I hope to have many more years. I have a daughter who needs a father. But, my heart is crying out for these ‘cardiac kids’ that they might have a chance to enjoy this beautiful world. Just as badly as I want to live for my daughter I want these sons or daughters to live for their parents.

Several months ago, while I was staying in the hospital with my health declining, I remember being discouraged with life and my situation. And although I struggled mentally, I said a quiet prayer. Moments later I recalled something I heard from a man I greatly admire. He said, “Despair drains from us all that is vibrant and joyful and leaves behind the empty remnants of what life was meant to be. Despair kills ambition, advances sickness, pollutes the soul, and deadens the heart. Despair can seem like a staircase that leads only and forever downward. Hope, on the other hand, is like the beam of sunlight rising up and above the horizon of our present circumstances. It pierces the darkness with a brilliant dawn… Hope has the power to fill our lives with happiness. Its absence—when this desire of our heart is delayed—can make ‘the heart sick.’” (President Dieter F. Uchtdorf, Member of the LDS Church First Presidency) Upon remembering this message I regained my optimism and felt peace again.

This Valentine’s weekend as we think of hearts I invite you to join with me in remembering these ‘cardiac kids’ and their families. Say a prayer for them. I’ve added links to many of their blogs over on the right side.

Getting Out / 100g Protein / P.V.C.

Yesterday at clinic my transplant cardiologist Melanie Everitt said my lab work looked good. I have more color in my face because I am no longer anemic. I am also feeling better than I have been, given our circumstances.

I was able to take my family on a few outings this past week, which we haven’t done in a long time.

Here’s a few pictures:
We visited down-town Salt Lake City and saw some historical sites; i.e. Mormon Tabernacle; we also had some good friends take us to dinner for big juicy protein steaks. I am eating like 100 grams of protein each day.

This is all good news! I need to be strong for the transplant operation. It will help in the recovery.

I am fortunate to have wonderful doctors and nurses. I feel a great connection with each one of them and I trust their judgment.

But, again, every time I go into the children hospital to receive care I see kids in hard circumstances. But, I'm at peace knowing a few of the people who are providing their medical care.

We did learn that my heart is having premature ventricular contraction (PVC), also known as ventricular premature beat (VPB) or extrasystole, is a form of irregular heartbeats in which the ventricle contracts prematurely. This may be perceived as a "skipped beat" or as palpitations. So for the past 24 hours my heart has been monitored to see how often I have them.

Possible triggers of PVC – I commented on each of these.

* Anxiety/Stress (I have some of this)
* Chocolate (I do eat a lot of this)
* Caffeine (Coca-Cola, yes)
* Cocaine or other stimulant (No)
* Calcium/magnesium imbalance (Yes, I have this)
* Dehydration (sometimes)
* Exercise (I don’t do this)
* Hormonal imbalance (Nope)
* Hypercapnia (CO2 poisoning) (I have no idea)
* Hyperstimulation of the Vagus nerve (Not sure)
* Lack of sleep/exhaustion (Yes, this is true)
* Overeating (A little bit)
* Low copper (I don’t eat pennies)
* MSG (I think this is in a bunch of the food I eat)